There are days like this
I awoke from sleep at around 11:45pm today and I considered the fact that I felt rested and could get on with my day, often times when I feel the inspiration to do something I do it, and blogging is one of those things that I have always wanted to do. To go back to my waking at the time I did, I usually go to bed around 11:45pm so waking at this time is not the norm. Anywho... I am writing this because I am inspired, so please continue reading. So as I am awake I am considering some of the things that actually hinder me from having a full and complete love for myself. And so I am thinking and as I sit thinking, I begin to see the thoughts running across the screen of my mind like headlines on the news- "fear of people" "fear of the future" "fear of my own potential" As as a scratched record of a repetitive cycle I start to crying. I am crying and musing and reading and the whole process makes me feel lighter and lighter. Much illumination starts...